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Gone With A Handsomer Man.

by Will Carleton

JOHN:

I've worked in the field all day, a-plowin' the "stony streak;"

I've scolded my team till I'm hoarse; I've tramped till my legs are weak;

I've choked a dozen swears (so's not to tell Jane fibs)

When the plow-p'int struck a stone and the handles punched my ribs.

I've put my team in the barn, and rubbed their sweaty coats;

I've fed 'em a heap of hay and half a bushel of oats;

And to see the way they eat makes me like eatin' feel,

And Jane won't say to-night that I don't make out a meal.

Well said! the door is locked! but here she's left the key,

Under the step, in a place known only to her and me;

I wonder who's dyin' or dead, that she's hustled off pell-mell:

But here on the table's a note, and probably this will tell.

Good God! my wife is gone! my wife is gone astray!

The letter it says, "Good-bye, for I'm a-going away;

I've lived with you six months, John, and so far I've been true;

But I'm going away to-day with a handsomer man than you."

A han'somer man than me! Why, that ain't much to say;

There's han'somer men than me go past here every day.

There's han'somer men than me--I ain't of the han'some kind;

But a lovin'er man than I was I guess she'll never find.

Curse her! curse her! I say, and give my curses wings!

May the words of love I've spoke be changed to scorpion stings!

Oh, she filled my heart with joy, she emptied my heart of doubt,

And now, with a scratch of a pen, she lets my heart's blood out!

Curse her! curse her! say I; she'll some time rue this day;

"CURSE HER! CURSE HER! SAY I; SHE'LL SOME TIME RUE THIS DAY!"

She'll some time learn that hate is a game that two can play;

And long before she dies she'll grieve she ever was born;

And I'll plow her grave with hate, and seed it down to scorn!

As sure as the world goes on, there'll come a time when she

Will read the devilish heart of that han'somer man than me;

And there'll be a time when he will find, as others do,

That she who is false to one can be the same with two.

And when her face grows pale, and when her eyes grow dim,

And when he is tired of her and she is tired of him,

She'll do what she ought to have done, and coolly count the cost;

And then she'll see things clear, and know what she has lost.

And thoughts that are now asleep will wake up in her mind,

And she will mourn and cry for what she has left behind;

And maybe she'll sometimes long for me--for me--but no!

I've blotted her out of my heart, and I will not have it so.

And yet in her girlish heart there was somethin' or other she had

That fastened a man to her, and wasn't entirely bad;

And she loved me a little, I think, although it didn't last;

But I mustn't think of these things--I've buried 'em in the past.

I'll take my hard words back, nor make a bad matter worse;

She'll have trouble enough; she shall not have my curse;

But I'll live a life so square--and I well know that I can--

That she always will sorry be that she went with that han'somer man.

Ah, here is her kitchen dress! it makes my poor eyes blur;

It seems, when I look at that, as if 'twas holdin' her.

And here are her week-day shoes, and there is her week-day hat,

And yonder's her weddin' gown: I wonder she didn't take that.

'Twas only this mornin' she came and called me her "dearest dear,"

And said I was makin' for her a regular paradise here;

O God! if you want a man to sense the pains of hell,

Before you pitch him in just keep him in heaven a spell!

Good-bye! I wish that death had severed us two apart.

You've lost a worshiper here--you've crushed a lovin' heart.

I'll worship no woman again; but I guess I'll learn to pray,

And kneel as you used to kneel before you run away.

And if I thought I could bring my words on heaven to bear,

And if I thought I had some little influence there,

I would pray that I might be, if it only could be so.

As happy and gay as I was a half an hour ago.

JANE:

[(entering).]

Why, John, what a litter here! you've thrown things all around!

"WHY, JOHN, WHAT A LITTER HERE! YOU'VE THROWN THINGS ALL AROUND!"

Come, what's the matter now? and what 've you lost or found?

And here's my father here, a-waiting for supper, too;

I've been a-riding with him--he's that "handsomer man than you."

Ha! ha! Pa, take a seat, while I put the kettle on,

And get things ready for tea, and kiss my dear old John.

Why, John, you look so strange! Come, what has crossed your track?

I was only a-joking, you know; I'm willing to take it back.

JOHN:

(aside)

Well, now, if this ain't a joke, with rather a bitter cream!

It seems as if I'd woke from a mighty ticklish dream;

And I think she "smells a rat," for she smiles at me so queer;

I hope she don't; good Lord! I hope that they didn't hear!

'Twas one of her practical drives--she thought I'd understand!

But I'll never break sod again till I get the lay of the land.

But one thing's settled with me--to appreciate heaven well,

'Tis good for a man to have some fifteen minutes of hell.

JOHNNY RICH.

Raise the light a little, Jim,

For it's getting rather dim,

And, with such a storm a-howlin', 'twill not do to douse the glim.

Hustle down the curtains, Lu;

Poke the fire a little, Su;

This is somethin' of a flurry, mother, somethin' of a--whew!

Goodness gracious, how it pours!

How it beats ag'in the doors!

You will have a hard one, Jimmy, when you go to do the chores!

Do not overfeed the gray;

Give a plenty to the bay;

And be careful with your lantern when you go among the hay.

See the horses have a bed

When you've got 'em fairly fed;

Feed the cows that's in the stable, and the sheep that's in the shed;

Give the spotted cow some meal,

Where the brindle can not steal;

For she's greedy as a porker, and as slipp'ry as an eel.

Hang your lantern by the ring,

On a nail, or on a string;

For the Durham calf 'll bunt it, if there's any such a thing:

He's a handsome one to see,

And a knowin' one is he:

I stooped over t'other morning, and he up and went for me!

Rover thinks he hears a noise!

Just keep still a minute, boys;

Nellie, hold your tongue a second, and be silent with your toys.

Stop that barkin', now, you whelp,

Or I'll kick you till you yelp!

Yes, I hear it; 'tis somebody that's callin' out for help.

Get the lantern, Jim and Tom;

Mother, keep the babies calm,

And we'll follow up that halloa, and we'll see where it is from.

'Tis a hairy sort of night

"'TIS A HAIRY SORT OF NIGHT FOR A MAN TO FACE AND FIGHT."

For a man to face and fight;

And the wind is blowin'--Hang it, Jimmy, bring another light!

Ah! 'twas you, then, Johnny Rich,

Yelling out at such a pitch,

For a decent man to help you, while you fell into the ditch:

'Tisn't quite the thing to say,

But we ought to've let you lay,

While your drunken carcass died a-drinkin' water any way.

And to see you on my floor,

And to hear the way you snore,

Now we've lugged you under shelter, and the danger all is o'er;

And you lie there, quite resigned,

"AND YOU LIE THERE, QUITE RESIGNED, WHISKY DEAF, AND WHISKY BLIND."

Whisky deaf, and whisky blind,

And it will not hurt your feelin's, so I guess I'll free my mind.

Do you mind, you thievin' dunce,

How you robbed my orchard once,

Takin' all the biggest apples, leavin' all the littlest runts?

Do you mind my melon-patch--

How you gobbled the whole batch,

Stacked the vines, and sliced the greenest melons, just to raise the

scratch?

Do you think, you drunken wag,

It was any thing to brag,

To be cornered in my hen-roost, with two pullets in a bag?

You are used to dirty dens;

You have often slept in pens;

I've a mind to take you out there now, and roost you with the hens!

Do you call to mind with me

How, one night, you and your three

Took my wagon all to pieces for to hang it on a tree?

How you hung it up, you eels,

Straight and steady, by the wheels?

I've a mind to take you out there now, and hang you by your heels!

How, the Fourth of last July,

When you got a little high,

You went back to Wilson's counter when you thought he wasn't nigh?

How he heard some specie chink,

And was on you in a wink,

And you promised if he'd hush it that you never more would drink?

Do you mind our temperance hall?

How you're always sure to call,

And recount your reformation with the biggest speech of all?

How you talk, and how you sing,

That the pledge is just the thing--

How you sign it every winter, and then smash it every spring?

Do you mind how Jennie Green

Was as happy as a queen

When you walked with her on Sunday, looking sober, straight, and clean?

"WHEN YOU WALKED WITH HER ON SUNDAY, LOOKING SOBER, STRAIGHT, AND CLEAN."

How she cried out half her sight,

When you staggered by, next night,

Twice as dirty as a serpent, and a hundred times as tight?

How our hearts with pleasure warmed

When your mother, though it stormed.

Run up here one day to tell us that you truly had reformed?

How that very self-same day,

When upon her homeward way,

She run on you, where you'd hidden, full three-quarters o'er the bay?

Oh, you little whisky-keg!

Oh, you horrid little egg!

You're goin' to destruction with your swiftest foot and leg!

I've a mind to take you out

Underneath the water-spout,

Just to rinse you up a little, so you'll know what you're about!

But you've got a handsome eye,

And, although I can't tell why,

Somethin' somewhere in you always lets you get another try:

So, for all that I have said,

I'll not douse you; but, instead,

I will strip you, I will rub you, I will put you into bed!