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Mary Smith

by Eugene Field

Away down East where I was reared amongst my Yankee kith,

There used to live a pretty girl whose name was Mary Smith;

And though it's many years since last I saw that pretty girl,

And though I feel I'm sadly worn by Western strife and whirl;

Still, oftentimes, I think about the old familiar place,

Which, someway, seemed the brighter for Miss Mary's pretty face,

And in my heart I feel once more revivified the glow

I used to feel in those old times when I was Mary's beau.

I saw her home from singing school--she warbled like a bird.

A sweeter voice than hers for song or speech I never heard.

She was soprano in the choir, and I a solemn bass,

And when we unisoned our voices filled that holy place;

The tenor and the alto never had the slightest chance,

For Mary's upper register made every heart-string dance;

And, as for me, I shall not brag, and yet I'd have you know

I sung a very likely bass when I was Mary's beau.

On Friday nights I'd drop around to make my weekly call,

And though I came to visit her, I'd have to see 'em all.

With Mary's mother sitting here and Mary's father there,

The conversation never flagged so far as I'm aware;

Sometimes I'd hold her worsted, sometimes we'd play at games,

Sometimes dissect the apples which we'd named each other's names.

Oh how I loathed the shrill-toned clock that told me when to go--

'Twas ten o'clock at half-past eight when I was Mary's beau.

Now there was Luther Baker--because he'd come of age

And thought himself some pumpkins because he drove the stage--

He fancied he could cut me out; but Mary was my friend--

Elsewise I'm sure the issue had had a tragic end.

For Luther Baker was a man I never could abide,

And, when it came to Mary, either he or I had died.

I merely cite this instance incidentally to show

That I was quite in earnest when I was Mary's beau.

How often now those sights, those pleasant sights, recur again:

The little township that was all the world I knew of then--

The meeting-house upon the hill, the tavern just beyond,

Old deacon Packard's general store, the sawmill by the pond,

The village elms I vainly sought to conquer in my quest

Of that surpassing trophy, the golden oriole's nest.

And, last of all those visions that come back from long ago,

The pretty face that thrilled my soul when I was Mary's beau.

Hush, gentle wife, there is no need a pang should vex your heart--

'T is many years since fate ordained that she and I should part;

To each a true, maturer love came in good time, and yet

It brought not with its nobler grace the power to forget.

And would you fain begrudge me now the sentimental joy

That comes of recollections of my sparkings when a boy?

I warrant me that, were your heart put to the rack, 't would show

That it had predilections when I was Mary's beau.

And, Mary, should these lines of mine seek out your biding place,

God grant they bring the old sweet smile back to your pretty face--

God grant they bring you thoughts of me, not as I am to-day,

With faltering step and brimming eyes and aspect grimly gray;

But thoughts that picture me as fair and full of life and glee

As we were in the olden times--as you shall always be.

Think of me ever, Mary, as the boy you used to know

When time was fleet, and life was sweet, and I was Mary's beau.

Dear hills of old New England, look down with tender eyes

Upon one little lonely grave that in your bosom lies;

For in that cradle sleeps a child who was so fair to see

God yearned to have unto Himself the joy she brought to me;

And bid your winds sing soft and low the song of other days,

When, hand in hand and heart to heart, we went our pleasant ways--

Ah me! but could I sing again that song of long ago,

Instead of this poor idle song of being Mary's beau.