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The Night Raid

by Paul Bewsher

Around me broods the dim, mysterious Night,

Star-lit and still.

No whisper comes across the Plain,

Asleep beneath the breezes light,

Which scarcely stir the growing grain.

Slow chimes the quiet midnight hour

In some unseen and distant tower,

While round me broods the vague, mysterious Night,

Star-lit, and cool, and still.

And I must desecrate this silent time

Of drowsy dreams!

On mighty wings towards the sky,

Towards the stars, I have to climb

And o'er the sleeping country fly,

And such far-echoing clamour make

That all the villages must wake.

So must I desecrate this quiet time

Of soft and drowsy dreams!

The hour comes ... soon must I say farewell

To this fair earth.

Then to my little room I go

Where I perhaps no more shall dwell.

Shall I return? - The Gods but know.

Perchance again I shall not sleep

On that white bed in silence deep.

For soon the hour comes to say farewell

To this fair, friendly earth.

I stand there long, before into the gloom

I take my way.

There are the pictures of my friends

And all the treasures of my room

On which my lamp soft radiance sends.

And long with lingering gaze I look

Upon each much belov'd book.

I stand, and dream - before into the gloom

I sadly take my way.

And now I gain the field whence I must part

Upon my quest.

My Pegasus of wood and steel

Is ready straining at the start.

The governor is at the wheel -

And, with an ever-growing roar,

Across the hidden fields we soar.

So, with one envious look from Earth I part

Upon my midnight quest.

Beneath me lies the sleeping countryside

Hazy and dim,

And here and there a little gleam,

Like stars upon the heavens wide,

Speaks of some wretch who cannot dream -

But on his bed all night must toss

And hear me as I pass across,

In droning flight above the countryside,

Hazy, and huge, and dim.

And in the great blue night I ever rise

Towards the stars,

As to the hostile lands I sail

High in the dark and cloudless skies

Whose gloom our gloomy wings doth veil.

Beneath, a scarce-seen ribbon shows

Where through the woods a river flows,

As in the shadowy night I ever rise

Towards the scattered stars.

Now high above War's frontiers do I sit -

Above the lines.

Great lights, like flowers, rise and fall:

On either side red flashes spit

Hot death at those poor souls which crawl

On secret errands. O, how grim

Must be that midnight slaughter dim!

And happy am I that so high I sit

Above those cruel lines!

Each man beneath me now detests my race

With iron hate.

Each tiny light I see must shine

Upon some grim, unfriendly face,

Who curses England's name and mine,

And would be glad if both were gone -

But steadily must I fly on,

Though every soul beneath me loathes my race

With stern, unceasing hate.

I see a far-flung City all ablaze

With jewelled lamps:

I trace its quays, its roads, its squares,

And all its intermingled ways,

And, as I wonder how it dares

To flaunt itself, - the City dies,

And in an utter darkness lies,

For I have terrified that town ablaze

With twinkling, jewelled lamps.

But, see! - the furnace with its ruddy breath

Which I must wreck!

The searchlights sweep across the sky -

Long-fingered ministers of Death -

I look deep in their cold blue eye,

Incessant shells with blinding light

Show every wire, clear and white!

There is the furnace with its ruddy breath

Which I must wreck; -

It lies beneath - my time has come at last

To do my work!

I wait - O! will you never stop

Your fearful shells, that burst so fast? -

And then - I hear destruction drop

Behind my back as I release

Such fearful death with such great ease.

Burst on, you shells! My time has come at last

To do my deadly work.

Then do I turn, and hurry swiftly back

Towards my home.

I gladly leave that place behind!

No more I hear the shrapnel's crack -

No more my eyes the searchlights blind.

I cross the lines with lightening breast

And sail into the friendly West.

How glad am I to hurry swiftly back

Towards my peaceful home!

I reach the field - and then I softly land.

My work is o'er!

I leave my hot and panting steed,

And clasp a comrade's outstretched hand,

And with him to my bedroom speed.

Then, over steaming beakers set,

The night's fierce menace soon forget.

How great a welcome waits me when I land -

When all my work is o'er!

But ere I search shy sleep on my white bed

I greet the dawn,

And think, with heart weighed down with grief,

How cruel this dawn to those whose dead

Lie shattered, torn - whom, like a thief

At darkest midnight, I have slain.

Poor, unknown victims! - real my pain!

What widows, orphans, sweethearts see their dead

This cruel, hopeless dawn?

France, 1917.